Clarissa

here we go again. i survived the time from the moment i woke up til now. why’d this feeling have to go back? darn, i thought i was all fine. now, i keep remembering him, his face keeps popping in my head. </3

i want to reach for my phone. i want to text him. or just message him thru fb. i want to hear from him. i just want to hear from him. it doesnt really matter if he’s doing fine without me…

does it really not? would that not hurt? to hear he’s doing very much fine? without me? would that really help with moving on?

how many times have i clicked on his name, might it be fb, ym or my phone, to attempt to message him.. to call him. to hear his voice again. uncountable times. but no. i never did. because i know, he’s fine. and he doesn’t care.

it’s just another night… just another sleep… with him in mind. if only, i could cry enough to make him hear it.. to make him feel the hurt. if only. i would. i’ve been.

i miss him pero… please. :( ayoko na.. ayoko na talaga. :( lord. take these feelings away if they’re not from you. :(