When I became pregnant with Lukas, I was still enjoying my youth and exploring what singlehood can offer. One of the things I had fears of giving up was football. Heck, I was weeks into pregnancy and I was still playing in tournaments. In my head, I had to give up football for life and dwell in motherhood. Admittedly, I know that my disobedience came with heavy consequences. I had to accept those and live life straight moving forward. Iyak na lang and hanggang inggit na lang sa mga kaya pang maglaro. So, I surrendered all my hobbies in order for me to glorify God in the new role He assigned to me. But God doesn't treat us the way our sins deserve! That's what God's grace is about! All the while I thought I already ruined my life. I honestly believed I've blown God's plans for me. But I got humbled and reminded - I am not that powerful. God is still sovereign. Fast forward to this year - I got rostered again and set to play in one of the largest football leagues in Metro Manila - Corporate Football League (or more popularly known as CFL). But wait, there's more! I am now playing under the banners of CCF, aiming to give glory to God in the pitch! Thank you, Coach Ric, for being a channel of God's mercy! Hindi naman ako magaling sa sport na 'to. That upgrade could only be God’s work! Pero it's both a privilege and a responsibility at this point! Such great honor to be used by God in the pitch! Additionally, prior to today, I prayed to God for help to get my son into sports or live actively. With this opportunity, I am able to take him out to the field, train, and serve together as a family! ANG GALING NI LORD - It feels like everything is coming together. Diba ang sayaaaaaaa. There really is blessing in obedience and surrender. Ang galing ni Lord to honor the desires of repentant hearts! Obey muna bago ang saya hahaha! I thank God for always giving me the space to make mistakes but also mercy to seek Him in the midst of all that. Salamat din He doesnt count my mistakes.
Pero wait wala pa. Hindi pa ako nakakagoal. Kaya wait lang! Peyshens. My heart is just really happy kaya excited ako to share with you all
All God's grace.
No comments:
Post a Comment
Note: Only a member of this blog may post a comment.